Soooooo,,,, I just returned from going to this weird stupid recognition ceremony for leadership for the whole district, including middle schools. And high schools. And guess who's high school went last. Out of hundreds of students, yeah, mine. Because my high school start's with "W". >.<

Anyways we then went to the grocery store, where we decided to split up to make things faster (me and my parents) So I'm wearing this new pencil skirt, and nice dress up clothes that cover me(as always) and I walk down the vegetable isle and me and this HEB worker are the only one in the isle. Though not very interesting this guy( barely taller than me in my high heels, a little chubby, freckles and on the African American side but light like a never ending tan) was about to pass me in the isle when I start passing him and I say "excuse me, " And trot on by with my very tall heels I can barely walk in (though I love them XDDD) and he personally steps out of the way, and looks down when I pass him(where? I dunno), he then asks if I need any help. I turned while still walking and I'm sure I said no, but I defiantly remember saying "Thank you" and smiling and I do remembering him staring at me in the eyes, and I returned to finding veggies. I saw him again standing in the same isle but I was with my parents this time and I was behind them, I didn't dare look up but as I passed the isle I saw out of my peripheral vision he sank back into the isle.

Do you get what conclusion I've been getting?


I dunno guys, some people stare at me and my parents notice it, but this time I think I got it right. It's also kinda embarrassing for me to share it with my parents especially when they weren't there to see if I made a good conclusion. SO I just kinda wanted to ramble about it, because you know me, worried a lot on what people think so I don't want to say "This guy was staring at me IN HEB!!!" Or be ignorant in that I don't notice my influence on people, particuallry men in this and other scenerios. But see this happens every once in a while in my life where I notice or it's obvious. Like once I was watching my old best-friends volley-ball game with my other good friend, and I felt a little nervous for some reason when I was alone, but I guess it subsided having Biki there, but in any case suddenly this girl comes up to me and says "My friend over there" and she points to this laughing(out of embarrassment I'm sure) boy who is probably 8th grade maybe freshman boy, doubt that though, and she continues "really likes you, do you have anything to say to him?" And the rest of that's not important, but see this isn't the first time shit like this happened, when I was an 8th grader Philip S., who is now in my English, came up to me one day in American History and says, "DO you know a Jordan Fisher? See he really likes you and wanted to ask you out," and I answered rudely and I was quite embarrassed. I don't even know if Philip remembers that.. XDD
Anyways, I got all this evidence that supports this influence and shit like my first boy friend said I was hot, and etc. but I don't know much about my influence, I'm not like noticed very much but sometimes I do feel boys flirting with me! I dunno.
But that's my ramble for today, I hope it entertained you. XDDD
Have a good night/day XD


~Cœur